Growing up people would always ask ” what do you want to be when you grow up!” Some of my answers were “Vet, lawyer, doctor, cooking person (that’s what I use to call it lol) and a teacher” But I never knew I want really wanted to be. Ever a few months ago I was struggling with that question…
I would always play being a lawyer and It was amazing so in my mind as a 10 year old That’s what I wanted to be. I would think how I would get to yell at people and be powerful I wanted that till I was about 10! Then I never talk about that again. My mom was a nurse and that looked really fun up intill I saw blood and I was like heck no this ain’t for me lol! By the time I was 14 I started getting in to cooking, my family was obsessed with cooking shows and I just loved the fact you could make something on your own and just out of nothing and maybe because no one in my family really could cook so it was either I learn or eat fast food lol!! I would buy cookbooks and get recipes from family members and learn how to make it my own! I loved it and by 17ish I thought about making it my job, I wanted to be a chef but then my friend at the time Adam (Who is a chef ) told me how hard it was for him to become a chef but that didn’t stop me I have my family to thank for that. I became the chef at my house and that made me lose my passion for cooking. It became a job something I had to do or else no one gets dinner and that made it not fun anymore and still till this day I sometimes hate cooking. But then last year I had to finish homeschooling my sister when my mom dies and my older sister moved out and left no one to home school my sister so I stepped up to do it. I looked online and lesson planed and graded and all of it made me really happy! It was stressful but fun! I don’t know how to explain it but just doing all of it made me realize I wanted to be a teacher! I think it had to do with me teaching someone and that person will use the info I thought them to do amazing things and that made me happy! Today I’m still planning all that out!
A few months ago I stared taking classes online to get my Bachelor of Arts Degree in Education Studies and I hope to be a teacher of elementary level. I couldn’t be more happier! My older sister would always make a remark saying that I will never make far in life because I have nothing figure out but in realty who does!? And I know that I wont make enough as a teacher and all that bullshit but this makes me happy and that’s all that matters! I’m happy with not knowing what might happen next and can’t wait to see what will happen next!
I hope you guys liked this kinda story! As always I love you guys and I will see you in the next post!!
↣ Ally+Kat ↢