Hey guys. I had a fun Christmas post ready for today but I just really need to get some stuff off my mind right now. I made this blog so I could have a place where I could speak my mind, a safe place where I could just vent and thats what I kinda just need to do. Last week my dad got fired. That whole situation was shitty as is but that kinda just put me in a depressed place. Then just the stress of school and work kinda got to much for me. So with all this going on it means no Christmas in my house this year. We barely got bills paid and no one is really in the mood for it. I know I’m not in the mood to pretend to be happy. And it sucks because I planned out a great Christmas for my little sister but it’s going to have to wait till we figure out whats going to happen with my dad’s job and until I’m not in this depressed mood! It’s just everything is falling on me and I can’t breathe. I’m the type of person that I need to figure everything out immediately and in this case I can’t so I’m being suffocated by it metaphorically. I will say it does feel better to finally say it out loud and just vent.
I’m sorry if this is just scattered all over the place. That’s kind of how my mind is right now. Thank you for everybody who supports me and all the sweet comments on Twitter. I hope you guys have an amazing day and I promise things will be back to normal soon. As always I love you guys and I will see you in the next post.