Real Talk.

It is currently going on 10 on a Saturday night and I am in bed. I just haven’t been feeling good lately I’ve been tired I’ve been just in pain lately. As you guys know I talked about my chronic pain a while ago and it’s something I still do but every day. But lately, it’s been bad. I have more bad days and good and that just happens to be today. Since I’m sitting here trying to get a blog post done and I can’t concentrate I can’t do anything because of the pain. But I want to get stuff done. It’s a struggle. It also sucks that today it’s my dad’s birthday and I found a good fake smile and try to be all happy and fun but it’s hard. Cuz I just want today to be good for him because I’m days like this when it’s his birthday and holiday something he gets sad because of my mom not being here. So I’m trying so hard to make this a good day for him but it’s hard for me because I’m in pain. And I just don’t want him to know that so he has a good day. So so I was struggling. So I  put on a happy face and gave him his present which was a Hawaiian shirt and some Hot Wheels because he loves them. Made his favorite dinner sloppy joes. And he didn’t want to cake because tomorrow (Sunday) we’re having a cake at family dinner for him so I decided to make brownies for tonight which was kind of burn / was raw middle I think our oven is broken. But it still turned out pretty good and I made sure he had a great birthday. So I hope it is good.

I hope you guys enjoyed this post I’m sorry if it’s kind of a Randy post I just haven’t been feeling good and kind of want to get this off my chest. So let me know in the comments down below what is something you want to see on my blog. As always thank you for everything you do, I love you so much, and I’ll see you in the next post!

Xoxo Allie

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