I don’t think I can put it into words how shitty my August was. So let’s attempt to.
My August started out okay. I really didn’t do much the first week of August I was recovering from being sick I had the flu and then on the 10th of August is when the shitstorm of August happened. I ended up getting a call at 1 p.m. that my Apollo I was getting rushed to the hospital we didn’t know much my amp speaking on the phone and so I got my dad and we went straight to the hospital. And it just felt like when it all was happening with my mother when she died and then we got the news that she died. It’s one of those things that you knew was going to happen she was sick she was old but when it does happen you just are taking back and time to just stopped. So I ended up taking a few weeks off to recover from that and in those few weeks, the stress and anxiety and depression was making me sick. I was mentally and physically just exhausted and kind of was that like a standstill
I didn’t know what to do. And that’s how it was for all of August I was just exhausted I couldn’t get the motivation to do anything but it was stressing me out that I was getting nothing done as an endless cycle of it and I know I needed time to focus on myself but it was hard to do that when all I want to do is be there for my family especially my dad. Some news to say August was hard for me and my family. As for the blog in August I didn’t blog at all. I tried here in there but like I said I just didn’t have any motivation I just couldn’t get anything done.
And that was basically it for my August I’m sorry was kind of a downer but I am back I am feeling better while I’m getting better. I just want to say thank you guys for everything I love you guys so much and some of your messages on Twitter and Instagram have been amazing so thank you. And I hope to get back to blogging my normal schedule soon. Till the next post, Bye! 💋