21 years ago today I was born. I never thought my life would be how it ended up so far but I’m happy for it. I’ve had a lot of ups and a lot and lots and lots of downs. But I’m here today. I’m in a place in my life where I’m happy but also still confused. I did a lot of things I never thought I would do in life. Gone through things that most people wouldn’t deal with so young. I had to grow up pretty quickly when my mom got sick and especially when she died I took over a lot of her responsibilities. But because of that it’s not me at a young age respect and all the stuff I needed in life to be an adult. To have this responsibility. And I’m thankful for that. I know my mom would be proud of me even though we didn’t have the best relationship. And I know I’m doing my best. I’m thankful for everything that has happened me this far because it made me who I am today all the good and the bad and made me and I couldn’t ask for anything else. I mean come on I have a Blog I’ve always wanted one but I never had the courage to start one and I did. I have amazing people in my life who may drive me crazy who I may have times when I want to yell at but it’s because of them I’m here and I’m happy. Yes I have anxiety disorder yes I have social anxiety but I’m working on that and it’s because of you guys and my family that I can say I’m getting better. Usually when you’re 21 people make long list because they’re now adults but I bet acting like an adult since I was 16 because of my mom getting sick and so now it’s just like people actually see me as an adult they don’t have to give me that side I like are you supposed to be dealing with bills yes it’s what I do. LOL but thank you guys for everything you guys do cuz you guys are absolutely amazing and I am so thankful. And here’s to many more years of me.
I hope you guys like this kind of rant/emotional post. Lol I wanted to do something for my birthday but I didn’t know what I thought about you still writing what’s on my mind and my feelings. Thank you for everything you guys do I really do love you guys so much and thankful for you guys and that’s always I’ll see you in the next post.