Its February, you know what that means, love is in the air, for everyone but me! Its been a while since I talked about my love life to you guys so today I deiced to let you in on my lack of love life!
As of right now, I am single but I’m in no rush to find the guy. Yes, we hate the part where I’m alone and I have no one to talk to you but at the same time and working on myself. I know that’s like a super cliche but at the same time, it’s kind of true. It’s so many things I need to work on your nice to have the time to do it. With that being said I have been talking to someone. Someone I met a few months ago and it’s been nice to have someone to talk to you about stuff. But I’m not ready for a relationship just yet. But when I was talking to him he mentioned well how was I still single and of course, I laughed because that’s a cliche pickup line but also it got me thinking.
Top 5 reasons I’m still single!
I know how crazy that sounds, but like in the movies no one comes up to me and said how pretty am and stuff like that and I know that’s ridiculous but it makes you feel like no one wants to.
I know I know I’m being picky but also at the same time it went all girl I’m 6″1 and I really want a tall guy or at least the same height as me.
Don’t get me wrong sex is great but it’s not everything in a relationship. Two guys, I’m just another fat girl for them to have fat sex with. I don’t want that.
I’m a handful. Between my social anxiety disorder and trying to find a guy that I don’t want to hand on me and they can’t handle me. And that’s a giant reason for why I’m single.
Because of my social anxiety, I don’t go around. Meaning I don’t need any money now that I’m talking to someone and scared to go out with him. Mostly because of my social anxiety.
That was some of the reasons why I think I’m still single. Like I said this guy has asked me on a few times but like I said again I was terrified. Just my social anxiety has been at its worst. I don’t know what to do. But I know at the end of the day I need to focus on myself but also work towards being able to go out.
I hope you guys enjoyed this post. I kind of wanted to do a story time / rant about me being single. Let me know the comments down below how do you handle first date anxiety? As always guys thank you for everything you do, I love you guys so much, and I’ll see you in the next post.
