Long time no see guys. I am alive. I’m doing okay. And I am back. A lot has happened that I tried to rush back into working but I realized that was not the best idea. So let’s backtrack and take you back to the beginning of March.
I been struggling with my anxiety the past few months. It has gotten worse I have just haven’t had any motivation to do anything. I’ve Penn fishing myself to do stuff and I wasn’t getting anything done or I was putting stuff out without really putting much effort into it because I felt that I needed to put something out. So I decided I was going to take a week off regroup and get my thoughts in order. Then Friday March 8th my dad went to the hospital. Leading up to this the day was very bad for me. My anxiety was really bad I just it was a really tough day. Then around 10:30 p.m. that night my dad called me into his room saying he wasn’t feeling good he felt and I quote like he’s on drugs. So I asked him if he took any medicine come to find out he took the wrong medicine in the wrong amount. You supposed to take something else and he ended up taking muscle relaxers because they looked the same to him. So with my anxiety already really bad I freaked the fuck out. Call 911 they got here they said it was just muscle relaxers is okay he can still go to the hospital if you want so I drove him to the hospital. We were at the hospital from 11 p.m. to 8 a.m. the next day. Because Poison Control wanted him to be monitored for that long which was fine and I’m thankful for that. He is perfectly fine if I’m lucky was just muscle relaxers and not one of his stronger medicine. But because that my anxiety didn’t get better. So I ended up taking the rest of March off. As of right now writing this since it is As of right now writing this since it is the end of March and I can say my anxiety still super shity but I have found my motivation to get back into blogging. I just needed time to get everything else in order and to just breathe. I’ve struggled with that recently. I find myself just constantly working constantly doing something constantly helping someone and I don’t stop for a second and think of myself. But I also know that has to do with just me not wanting to stop focus on myself because if I do that it’s a long mess. But needless to say I am better my dad is doing better my sister had surgery. It was a simple little surgery to remove a cyst from your knee she’s doing better so it was the big mess in March but we’re all better and I just want to thank you guys so much for sticking with me and and I am back and I planned April and it’s going to be a great month for blogging cuz he have Easter and stuff coming up. But let me know in the comments down below if you guys want to see certain post. Let me know if there’s something you want me to review or try right about just let me know. And make sure to follow my Twitter and Instagram at a levy cat to stay in touch with me you can always message me on there and I are going to get better at social media soon I promise but thank you guys see you have no idea how much I love you guys and how much you mean to me. So until next time I see you in the next post.