April was a tough one but I guess so is any month for me. Let’s break down how my April was shall we.
I think the biggest thing that has really affected me this month would be my anxiety. I’ve been stressing over every little thing lately. And it’s driving me insane. It’s at a point that my anxiety is making me physically and mentally sick. I’ve been trying to take time for myself and it does help but then I get those little moments and even those are the moments that are only 5 minutes a the worst five minutes of my life. But I will say some good has come out of this month. I think I found an amazing guy. And that’s weird to say. We met online remember talking for a few weeks and it’s weird because I never really had someone who tries to understand my anxiety but not only that it is very rare for me to open up about my anxiety and my struggles with my family and stuff like that but when I first started talking to him it just felt easy to talk to him about that stuff so I did and it’s made me really happy. I just hope I don’t mess this up or my anxiety messes It up.
As for my blog, it’s been amazing to be back and needed that long break but I am back and being back at it has been really good to have a routine I guess. I’ve been working hard staying ahead and really enjoy and be back.
I hope you guys enjoyed this post let me know in the comments down below how is your April did you do anything fun? As always guys thank you for everything you do, I love you guys so much, and I’ll see you in the next post!