a lot has been happening and I wanted to do just a life update to kind of checking on everybody. So let’s go ahead and get started.
With everything going on my anxiety has been so bad but I’m in managing it kind of well. I’m trying to distance myself from how much news I take in but also keeping myself informed. I’ve also been trying to stay off Twitter and Facebook because those are the two biggest news related social medias. That is not working well. Haven’t left the house at all. I’ve been doing pickup from Walmart for groceries and that’s been really good. I did have to go to the laundromat a few days ago but we literally wipe down everything there. we had to have contact with somebody the other day because I ended up locking my keys in my car. So we called a locksmith and he was out here within seconds and helped. But other than that we’ve done nothing gone nowhere. Am I not doing anything I would like going out to go do something. Me and my little sister and my cousin Olga roller skates a few months ago and me and my little sister will go outside and just go skating around our apartment complex and it’s been a really nice way to get outdoors breathe in some fresh air and not be bored.fallen a few times I almost broke my butt but I’m doing quite well. For the fact that I have not skated in 12 years. I keep moving my furniture around in my room cuz I’m going a tad bit stir-crazy. But I’ve been cleaning and decluttering a lot of stuff in my apartment and it’s been nice.
Maybe I’ve been a little bit more happy because I’ve been talking to someone. If you guys didn’t know in February after about a month of my “boyfriend” stop talking to me the same thing I found out he was dating someone else. That took a big toll on my mental health and I was going in a downward spiral fast. It is only April but literally all of March was so bad. I thought I was fine and the next day I kept finding ways to blame myself. But I told myself that I’m just not going to think about that right now there’s other bigger stuff to think and worry about and then I got a message from a guy. And I hate those people who compare everything in their relationships to the past relationships. Because I was honestly happy in my last relationship at parts. But this one has been much different in the three weeks we’ve been talkin.when I send him a photo he literally be like you look like you’re stressed you look like you’re anxious you look like you’re upset. No one’s done that before. she will literally ask me questions about my work and wanted to know about my life and just a little detail. He wants to be a part of my day even though we kind of can’t. I’m very happy with the outcome of this so far and I’m excited to see where it goes.
I hope you guys enjoyed this post. I’ve been getting some post on here and there but I never want to rush and put something out so there will be some post this week and we’ll go from there. Let me know in the comments down below how is your life right now? You can be open and honest here.