The past few weeks I have not been okay mentally. I’ve never been okay lately it’s gotten much worse. There are just people in my life I can’t get rid of that are just toxic and I have to deal with them because I can’t just get rid of them. As much as I want to. I don’t want to go into too many details about it because it doesn’t involve people in my family but I think I just need to take the rest of this month off and try to regroup. I know mentally I won’t be getting better but I couldn’t try to physically start to feel a little bit better. I just need to breathe and take it slow and not rush to get something out. I will be back in August which is in like 3 weeks I just need to not rush take things slow and just try my best to get better. I will be okay this is right now mentally I am exhausted and just don’t know what to do. I know relaxing will help and getting my mind off a lot of things will help me a lot. So just give me the three weeks and I will be back does best I can be thank you so much for understanding and I love you guys so much.