High school Storytime

High school was certainly a weird one for me. I went to the high school. My mother was the first class to graduate from. Which is a fun fact that I liked. Me and my sister are 18 months apart. So we were two grades apart. So I was always known ask her. People is a thought I was her, her twin, or her sister. And that was kind of difficult. I grew up under my sister’s Shadow for so long and she is beyond smart and once in all these advanced classes and did all these clubs and I was not that. So that was difficult. I did though turn an amazing club that was my favorite and only club. That was FFA. Or Future Farmers of America. It was amazing. Do you know me cows my favorite animal so I got to be with the cows for an hour everyday. And then we’re pigs. I helped birth the cow and it was one of my favorite classes. I also know you lot of plants and ground knowledge so if you ever need me for a trivia I got you. I was bullied. By this asshole who thought he was better than everyone else. And I didn’t let it get to me. But it was happening during a time that my mother first got sick. So is already dealing with a lot and having this guy just like poke at me stick it to me a little. But I would always talk to my teacher. I let her know what was going on and she helped a lot. After two and a half years in high school and I ended up dropping out. Taking care of my mom became too much for me and I couldn’t focus on school and her so I ended up doing virtual school for a while but I still didn’t even have time for that. And I ended up just deciding that it’s better to just get my GED for my mother’s sake. I don’t think anyone realize how much I gave up to take care of my mother who didn’t appreciate me taking care of her. But that’s a story for another time. My decision to get my GED was a tough one but I don’t regret it. I ended up finishing high school early by a year I don’t think any less of me because I have my GED. I know that word kind of has a reputation. But like I said I don’t regret getting my GED on all.

I hope you guys enjoyed it view the last of the back-to-school experienced week. I know that’s why I didn’t go into a lot of details but it’s still like a fresh wound to talk about my mother and High School so maybe one day I’ll do like an in-depth Anand pan let me know in the comments down below are you in high school now and what it was a high school moment for you. I’ve always guys I love you guys so much, thank you for everything you do, and I’ll see you in the next post.

I hate this feeling.

downloadLately, I’ve been fighting my anxiety a lot. I don’t know why it’s been so bad lately. If you saw my post last month about the difference between having anxiety and an anxiety disorder then you know and when I say I’m sick and not feeling good it’s not because of a cold or flu but because of my anxiety is literally making me sick. It’s been so hard for me to do anything. I fight myself to get out of bed. All I want to do is just sleep. Because every time I get up I think of everything that’s just me and everything I have to do and it’s too much. I just want to lay in bed and go to sleep. I hate this feeling because everyone’s my mood. 4ccbae6ce8345e9e30800dcde512d8ffI want to be happy and I am happy but it’s hard to really do anything. When people act if I want to go do something I have to say no. The chest pains, stomach pains and the headaches are the worst. I don’t feel like explaining to them the whole medical history of an anxiety disorder. It’s just been my mood lately and it sucks. It’s affected my work because every time I go to sit on my desk to get work done I just get stressed out. It affects everything I do my family. Because I just don’t want to get out of bed. It’s not me being depressed even though it sounds like that I just don’t want to handle the stress and the pain that comes with it.

Where do I see myself in 10 years??

I see this question put her on Twitter recently and it got me thinking where will my life be in 10 years. It’s crazy to think about is crazy to even think so far ahead in any rate buta10 years it’s a long time.

I guess I hope I see myself happy. I have to have my anxiety in order it’s not hard for me to get out of bed in the morning. I hope I get help with my anxiety and know how to manage it better than I do now. I hope to be married. In 10 years I will be 31 which is crazy and I hope to be married and hopefully have a family. I hope to be happy with whoever I’m with and find my end game. I hope I work as a writer. And I hope my full-time jobs went by. It’s been one of the goals that I’ve been working on all this time and I hope it’s finally coming true. And I hope to see you writing on the side whether it’s feeling saying or actually have a job. I don’t know what the future holds for me in 5 years let alone 10 but I just hope it’s a good future and have everything that I’m going through now all the bad stuff would lead me to something great.

I hope you guys enjoyed this post let me know the comments below what do you think you will be doing in 10 years? I’ll always guys I love you guys so much, thank you for everything you do, and I’ll see you in the next post.

Wet n Wild lip scrub watermelon!!

It’s been a while since I’ve done a review on my block city today I decided to bring back is it worth it?. For today I am reviewing the wet and wild perfect pout lip scrub in the watermelon. So let’s go ahead and jump right into it.

First, look.

20190828_134110_hdr127588644.jpgSo I went into Walgreens to specifically get the wet and wild brow retractable Brow thing which is my favorite brow product and they did not have it. I ended up seeing the Wet n Wild perfect pout lip scrub. And the packaging is so cute that I had to just get it. I have a history with lip scrubs to me I just don’t think they’re necessary cause I don’t like the feeling of them big and I still got it.


The price of the Wet n Wild perfect pout lip scrub is $2.99 for a 0.35 lb. and that’s a great price oh, you took it a lot of product for that in a little lift up as a long way so I feel like this will last me a good while.

Does it work20bf67d9a5a8b4a1303b484e864bd9d6

Yes. I think it’s really hard to mess up a lip scrub. I will say though it is super bright pink and it does not necessarily tend to your lips with that. It is a stupid fine lip scrub so it can get messy so I recommend doing this before you do you like Foundation stuff cuz I find that it does stick to that. The smell is amazing. I’m like a watermelon Jolly Rancher to me. Plus the packaging like I said before is so cute. Plus Wet n Wild products are cruelty-free that’s always a big plus to me.

Is it worth it?

At the end of the day, I think this is worth it if you are wanting a lip scrub. The price is amazing it works really well and it smells amazing. I guess you can find these at any drug store that sells wild I know that for sure that they have them at Walgreens.

My final rating: ★★★★☆  4/5!!

I hope you guys enjoyed this review on the wet and wild perfect pout lip scrub. Let me know in the comments down below what product you would like me to review next. As always got to say I love you guys so much, thank you for everything you do, and I’ll see you in the next post.