July Breakdown

July was definitely a month but I tested me I laughed I cried had breakdowns had a great moment so let’s go ahead and break down everything that happened.

4ccbae6ce8345e9e30800dcde512d8ffFor me, my anxiety was a big factor in this month. It was rough but manageable. I got a lot done as for work but I ended up taking like a week and a half/ two weeks off from posting even though I had posts done I just wasn’t in the right place to post anything yet. I want to put something out but I’m proud of and not just put it out to put it out. I have been working out really good. It helps with my anxiety cause it puts my thinking into something else. But I still have some tough night. Everything has been going really good with my love life. I’m just so beyond happy and I just I’m over the moon. For my family I mean things are okay. We ended up for starting to do family dinner again because my grandmother is back in town I don’t know if it’s just because it’s been like a month since he had family dinner or what but my grandmother was really on me and I just didn’t want to deal with it. So I kind of just did what I always do agree with her and walk away. Other than that everything has been going good. Like I said I’m happy but I am dealing with my anxiety a lot.

I hope you guys enjoy this blog just let me know in the comments down below how was your July? That’s always guys I love you guys so much, thank you for everything you do, and I’ll see you in the next post.

June Breakdown

It’s crazy how crazy June was for me. A lot has happened, a lot has changed in my life, and I’m so excited to tell you guys all about it.

download (13)I guess the big staying would be I’m not single anymore. I talked about this before how I wasn’t focused I’m finding anybody after the shity luck I have had with guys. And I was just going to let whatever happened, happened and I did and I’m so happy. It’s been a while since someone else has made me as happy as I am now and I’m just it’s been amazing. Another thing I’m so happy about is my sister bought a house here in Florida. For those that don’t know my half-sister Megan lives in New Mexico and she’s been over there my life and finally, she’s moving down here and they’re going to be so close to me and I get to see her and my niece I’m so excited. They won’t be moving here until late July which still is only a few weeks away but I’m so excited to have them here they were down here to visit in the month of June for 2 weeks and we spend so much time together and had so much fun and I just can’t wait for them to officially move here. Other than those two big things everything’s been good.

I hope you guys enjoyed this June break down. I know it was short but I eventually the same besides those two things I talked about. Let me know in the comments down below how your June was. As always guys I love you guys so much, thank you for everything you do, and I’ll see you in the next post.

May Breakdown!

I can’t belive may is already over! I have had a shitty month but it was also a good month… I’m a confusing person! Lets breakdown may, shall we!

My breakdown of may

download (3)Its been a shitty month for my anxiety. I don’t sleep, I’m stress eating, I’m always having anxiety attacks! I just don’t know whats casue it! It randomly happens  I just don’t know anymore!! Its been one thing after another and I Just need a break! Other than that, I went to a few parties with my sister and I really stepped out of my comfort zone. I’m beyond proud of myself! I had fun! I have been working out and been drinking water. So overall My month was 50/50 good and bad!

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May was really good for Allison Velia! I had a post for every day I posted. I loved all the post I put out! I talked about stuff more personal. I’m really happy how the blog is turning out! I love getting to talk to you guys and hearing how you like the post I do and what yall wanted to see on the blog!

I hope you guys enjoy this may breakdown! Let me know in the comments down below, How was you may? As always guys I love you so much, Thank you for all you do, and I’ll see you in the next post!! 

April Breakdown

April was a tough one but I guess so is any month for me. Let’s break down how my April was shall we.

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I think the biggest thing that has really affected me this month would be my anxiety. I’ve been stressing over every little thing lately. And it’s driving me insane. It’s at a point that my anxiety is making me physically and mentally sick. I’ve been trying to take time for myself and it does help but then I get those little moments and even those are the moments that are only 5 minutes a the worst five minutes of my life. But I will say some good has come out of this month. I think I found an amazing guy. And that’s weird to say. We met online remember talking for a few weeks and it’s weird because I never really had someone who tries to understand my anxiety but not only that it is very rare for me to open up about my anxiety and my struggles with my family and stuff like that but when I first started talking to him it just felt easy to talk to him about that stuff so I did and it’s made me really happy. I just hope I don’t mess this up or my anxiety messes It up.

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As for my blog, it’s been amazing to be back and needed that long break but I am back and being back at it has been really good to have a routine I guess. I’ve been working hard staying ahead and really enjoy and be back.

I hope you guys enjoyed this post let me know in the comments down below how is your April did you do anything fun? As always guys thank you for everything you do, I love you guys so much, and I’ll see you in the next post!