My goals for 2020

A new decade is here. Which means a New Year's here. Which means I have to make a goals list. Let's go ahead and get right into it. One of the biggest things I need to work on is my anxiety. It has been so bad the past few months I have just been really …

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2019 My Year In Review

I can't believe this year is over! I remember January like it was yesterday. Not only is the year almost over, so is a decade!!! That so fucking crazy. So today I want to go through my year month by month and point out things that happened! So let's get started. January- I lived in …

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How my Thanksgiving was…

I barely survived Thanksgiving. All the panic attacks stress and all the bullshit I want through let me to this moment. Let's break down how am I Thanksgiving really was. The night before me and my little sister went over to my grandmother's house to help my other sister decorate. It was really fun me …

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I’m Just Allie

Hi, I'm Allie. That's it. That's all you need to know. Growing up I was always Sarah's sister, John's daughter, Linda's daughter, or the person who will solve everything! Since I was 17 I was always taking care of someone. Until this day I still am. I was always something to someone as a sister, …

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I hate this feeling.

Lately, I've been fighting my anxiety a lot. I don't know why it's been so bad lately. If you saw my post last month about the difference between having anxiety and an anxiety disorder then you know and when I say I'm sick and not feeling good it's not because of a cold or flu …

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I’m a girl, you are a girl, we are all girls!!!

There are days when I will dress up do my hair do my makeup and some heels and a fancy dress but then there are other days when I wear no makeup my hair's doing whatever it wants to do because I ain't got time to control it. I'm wearing an oversized t-shirt and some …

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Having anxiety Vs. Having an Anxiety disorder.

I'm pretty sure everybody has some sort of anxiety nowadays. There's a huge difference between just having anxiety and an anxiety disorder. A few weeks ago I took my little sister to a doctor's appointment and I was talking with her doctor about how anxiety runs in my family. And she brought up a really …

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